Anita Viviers, Life Guide & Retreat Host
It is an honor to share a glimpse of my journey with you. From a young age, I cultivated a deep passion for plants and alternative healing modalities. Growing up in an environment where prescription medications were often the first solution, I witnessed the negative long-term effects of chemical reliance. This inspired me to explore natural, holistic approaches that prioritize balance and well-being over treating symptoms of distress. In my twenties, my curiosity led me to the study of Philosophy, where my spiritual journey began in earnest. Immersing myself in meditation, Stoicism, diverse religions, and healing practices, I gained a profound appreciation for the interconnectedness of life and the potential for healing rooted in nature. Overcoming personal challenges, by participating in adventure and self-discovery have been integral to my personal growth. I have embraced thrilling activities such as skydiving, cliff jumping, and fire walking, alongside transformative practices like silent retreats, vision quests, sweat lodges, and drumming circles. These experiences have shaped my holistic approach to creativity, healing, and personal transformation. My interests and studies span a wide spectrum of disciplines, including Fine Art, Ceramics & Glass, Classical Music, Drama, Ballroom Dance, and Philosophy. I’ve also delved into Jungian Psychology, Aromatherapy, Crystal Healing, and Personal Development courses. Sustainability and a love for the earth led me to explore permaculture gardening, deepening my connection to nature. My journey into plant medicines has been profoundly transformative. From Ayahuasca, Psilocybin, and San Pedro to Kambo and 5-MeO-DMT, each ceremony has enriched my understanding of these sacred plants and their power to heal. However, it was Ibogaine that truly resonated with my life’s purpose. For over a decade, I have been humbled to work with this powerful medicine, which has not only transformed my life but also equipped me to serve humanity with compassion and wisdom. “You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.” – Kahlil Gibran I am deeply committed to offering a highly exclusive and personalized Ibogaine retreat experience. My approach is grounded in extensive knowledge of plant medicines and a heartfelt dedication to each client’s journey. Ensuring safety and nurturing through professional protocols is my top priority. At the heart of my work is a mission to help clients rebuild their confidence, reconnect with their authentic selves, and realize their highest potential. Each retreat is carefully tailored to meet individual needs, creating a supportive environment for healing and transformation. Healing is not a destination but a deeply lifelong, personal voyage. My mission is to guide you with care, understanding, and respect, helping you rediscover your inner strength and purpose. I invite you to join me on this transformative journey toward balance, healing, and self-discovery through the power of plant medicine. Thank you for reaching out. I look forward to walking this path of transformation, balance and purpose with you.
General Testimonials
Bev, depression & suicide
In a world that sometimes feels too fast, Anita’s voice, a gentle cast, guides souls on journeys, slow and true. Through healing paths, each day anew. She walks beside them, step by step. Her caring touch, a loving rep. With laughter light, a spirit bright, she finds the beauty, small and slight. Her words are soft, her heart so near, a call away, a voice to cheer, she lifts them up, with grace and ease, and helps them find their inner peace. Through nature’s hues and gentle streams, she nurtures hope, and rekindles dreams. With hands that heal and heart so pure. Anita’s love will always endure.
Colleen, anxiety & depression
Thank you kindly for all our great conversations and for building my confidence again. You have given me the will to live again. May God bless you to keep on doing the great work, helping every soul overcome these bad days. Take care, love always.
Zandile, emotional support
Anita, you are such a beautifully wrapped gift that the Universe sent to me in this difficult season of my life. Thank you for our supporting sessions, that has been lifting my soul. Thank you so much for following your calling. You radiate so much light.
Retreat: Mental Health
Emile, Spiritual
My experience with Exclusive Ibogaine Retreats was incredible from the first contact with Anita up until today, nearly 3 months after the Iboga retreat. Anita is honest, straightforward, caring, loving, and thorough with her work. She created a safe space that let me feel supported, understood, and held in the process. Her retreat space was just perfect and made me feel at home and at peace. She cooked the most delicious food that gave me the energy I needed and made sure I was hydrated. Anita was attentive throughout the Iboga medicine process, listening, caring, and holding space incredibly. The paramedic she works with was very caring as well and when giving me a drip of electrolytes he was gentle. He also helped me in my process when I felt overwhelmed. Marius, the integration therapist, was amazing and we had a great connection from our first call prior to the Iboga journey, right throughout and afterwards. He is great at understanding people deeply, he cares immensely and he also made me feel safe and settled. I did the Iboga journey for spiritual purposes and I am so grateful I did it. I am forever grateful to Anita, Marius and the paramedic for creating this magical retreat space for me to connect with myself on such a deep level. This has changed my life for the better.
Carey, Spiritual
I wanted to thank you for probably one of the best 3 days of my life. The sacred vortex of abundant energy, I experienced with you at Blue Butterfly was next level. Your authenticity and essence, and I think your wisdom of many years working with Iboga – allowed me the ability to fully, fully surrender. I found I could be completely vulnerable and myself around you so easily. It was a privilege just being the two of us. That was special I felt so much love – support – so held and heard. Blue butterfly somehow alchemises the experience – I felt it was nestled amongst a powerful energetic spot in the mountains. Encapsulated within an ancient large succulent and fynbos Forest of breathing wisdom – with a view that allows and invites you to dream and re-imagine. It was a real treat for my soul You enriched my experience with beautiful background music, the fresh scents of picked herbs, and the soothing aroma of white sage carried by the morning breeze. Each nourishing, delicious dish that emerged from the kitchen supported my well-being and brought calm to my mind. Your food and drinks inspired me to eat beautifully when I returned home. Your meals were art pieces of colour and shape. A week later, I am still floating and feeling euphoric. Thank you, Anita, for a life-changing experience. Super exciting and empowering. I’m glad the medicine found you – Together you create beautiful alchemy in people’s lives
Meredith, anxiety, CPTSD
I can’t express my enormous gratitude for Anita and the impeccable facilitation of her ibogaine retreat. She has truly achieved mastery of her art. She understands the medicine and its potential. She ensures the maximum effectiveness of the treatment through comprehensive planning and preparation of her clients prior to their arrival and meticulous execution of the retreat itself. The retreat I attended was located in a cozy cabin nestled in nature. From my private bedroom, I could hear the sound of the river flowing outside. There was a beautiful labyrinth about 20-minute walk from the facility. The wildlife was truly incredible. Anita’s attention to detail was apparent throughout the entire experience. She had her business licensure posted, and the times of meals and their ingredients were posted. She hung up beautiful photographs and quotes on the walls of the rooms. Candles, beautiful crystals, soft pillows and blankets, incense, books, and other decor were added for a warm touch. The fireplace was divine. Anita even plans the retreats on the full moon, which I noticed from the window on the last night. Just perfection. Anita even arranged massages for us on the 4th day. Sylvia and Marius were magnificent. Both of them bring a wealth of knowledge and experience to the space. Sylvia got me through some anxiety I was experiencing at the beginning of my medicine journey. She knew exactly what to say to me to help me feel empowered while keeping things light with her gentle humor. Marius’s expertise and life experience are vast. He is a true expert in the area of plant medicine integration and I look forward to working with him in private sessions to help me maximize the benefits of the ibogaine experience.
Brett, Anorexia
I’m a 31 year old, male living in Los Angeles. When I was 13, I was hospitalized and almost died from anorexia. I believe that I’ve struggled with self-esteem issues my entire life. I wanted to do Iboga to increase my self-esteem and self-love. I found Exclusive Ibogaine SA online while searching for an Iboga retreat. When I did a video chat with Anita and Marouf, I knew they were the right people. I really wanted to visit South Africa, and I thought this was the perfect opportunity to kill two birds with one stone! I did my sessions with Anders the Ibogaine Counsellor via WhatsApp phone calls. I really enjoyed them. He helped me address my issues and he truly prepared me for the Iboga ceremony. After the ceremony, we discussed all the great lessons I received from my experience. My journey was overall amazing. I was able to objectively view traumatic events that have occurred throughout my life and come to terms with them. I loved all the program activities. It was the perfect way to reflect and integrate my experience back into my life. Anita and Marouf are amazing human beings! Desiree and Anders are too! A++++ for all! It has been almost 4 months now and overall, I feel great, I am able to fully feel my emotions and understand where they are coming from. Doing iboga and 5MEO-DMT was greatly beneficial for me. Yes! Anita and Marouf are amazing, caring people and they really know what they are doing. And who would not want to work with Iboga in South Africa?!
Robert, Spiritual
My journey with Ibogaine was incredibly powerful and, at times, challenging. It revealed deep insights into my behavior that I’m still processing. It unearthed an old, long-buried feeling I can best describe as ‘existential dread.’ I’m feeling somewhat fragile and highly sensitive, but there’s a new sense of humility within me. This experience has reopened old wounds, allowing me to release negativity I’d been holding onto. I’ve had some profound realizations and continue to gain new ones. This is hard work and not for the faint-hearted. I’m also seeing, more clearly, my own role in the breakdown of certain relationships and how unconscious patterns have influenced my life.
RW, Self-worth
Six months ago, I had the privilege of embarking on a truly transformative journey at Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat-SA, and words simply cannot express the profound positive impact it had on my life. From the moment I arrived, I was enveloped in an atmosphere of compassion, safety, and genuine care, which set the stage for an unforgettable healing experience. The retreat’s team of experienced professionals was a shining beacon of knowledge, compassion, and support throughout my entire stay. Their dedication and expertise reassured me, making me feel secure and confident in my decision to undertake this unique form of healing. They went above and beyond to ensure that every participant’s needs were met, offering guidance and personalized care every step of the way. The serene natural surroundings of the retreat provided the perfect backdrop for self-reflection and personal growth. Surrounded by lush greenery, tranquil streams, and breathtaking landscapes, I felt an immediate connection to nature’s beauty. This setting created a serene and safe environment that fostered deep introspection and inner exploration. The Ibogaine experience itself was nothing short of awe-inspiring. It was a profound journey into my own consciousness, allowing me to confront and process deeply rooted emotions, traumas, and patterns. The profound insights and newfound clarity I gained during the session were truly life-changing. I emerged with a renewed sense of purpose, a restored connection to my inner self, and a heightened awareness of the limitless potential within me. Throughout my stay, the retreat’s nurturing and supportive community played an integral role in my journey. The bond that formed among participants was incredibly heartwarming and added an extra layer of comfort and understanding. The sharing circles and group discussions allowed for open and honest dialogue, fostering a sense of unity and encouragement that made the retreat feel like a true haven of healing. The retreat’s commitment to holistic well-being was evident in every aspect of the experience. From the carefully prepared nutritious meals to the therapeutic activities and mindful practices, every detail was designed to promote not only physical but also emotional and spiritual wellness. The integration support offered post-retreat was invaluable, as it helped me apply the insights gained during the Ibogaine experience to my daily life and continued growth. In conclusion, my time at EISA was a life-altering journey filled with hope, healing, and self-discovery. The dedicated team, the breathtaking surroundings, the powerful Ibogaine experience, and the nurturing community all combined to create an environment of transformation and growth. If you’re seeking a truly remarkable opportunity for personal healing and spiritual awakening, I wholeheartedly recommend embarking on this incredible Ibogaine retreat journey. Prepare to be amazed and forever grateful for the profound positive impact it will have on your life.
Ryno, Self-worth
Iboga, as I had heard many opinions ranging from “fantastic” to “a terrifying trip” , but like all journeys, you buy the ticket, you take the ride. I really needed to break a cycle of opiate addiction after crashing my motorcycle. Plus the Bwiti faith believe Iboga puts you in contact with your ancestors. Having recently lost my mother, I was keen to hear from her. After medical tests to be sure I wouldn’t have a heart attack, the day arrived and I left for the wilderness of the western cape to spend several days on a cerebral journey. Sharing exactly what I saw would break the magic, however it was scary, it was beautiful, like life, most of all it was educational, Iboga opened a new door of perception. Three months later and absolutely no desire to use painkillers despite the pain still being there, that will pass. I met my mum and she approved. Some may say Iboga is a hallucinogen, you just imagine what you want. To them I’d say YES, “ je pense donc je suis “. Never give up Anita!
Mercia, Spiritual Reset
My Ibogaine journey started with coffee and great motivation from Anita as to why I need to prioritize myself and my healing. As a mom of two, I felt that it would be selfish to take “time-out”. The retreat was one of the best things I could do for myself then and for me today. I feel that I have grown and expanded more than I might realize, but apart from this, I made myself a priority for the 1st time in what felt like forever. I received 5-star treatment from Anita and Marouf during the 5 days. I appreciate the space created to re-look at my life and make decisions that will be life-changing. I was blessed with a new soul connection, and I look forward to my continuous growth and expansion. Anita and Marouf truly go out of their way to ensure comfort and holding space for growth, expansion and lots of love and light!
Sheila, Suicidal Depression
I was nervous about going on this retreat – I was nervous about the treatment, and I was nervous about what I might ‘uncover’ in my mind. I needn’t of been. The medicine showed me EXACTLY what I needed to be shown and Anita and her talented, caring and amazing team of facilitators were alongside me to ensure that my entire experience was nothing short of life-changing. It can be difficult to accept that something can be so amazing – we are always looking for the catch. But there is no catch here. The Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat team believes in the power of Ibogaine and they have managed to develop the best program, in one of the most beautiful parts of the world, to share it. I believe in the power of Ibogaine, and Ibogaine has taught me to believe in the power of myself.
Amanda, depression, no more prescription medication, no more pain, restless legs
Home away from home I had no idea what to expect, from the medicine or the retreat. I just had hope. Hoping that I will regain my zest for life. That the depression and anxiety would disappear. That whatever was out of balance in my brain, would be adjusted. I have received more than what I hoped for. For the first time in more than 7 years, I am happy. I can get up in the morning, and do not have to drag myself through every single activity in the day. Apart from that a lot of rheumatism-like aches and pains are gone. I can climb stairs without aches in my legs. I also suffer from restless leg syndrome. I wondered whether the medicine would have any effect. In fact, the night of the treatment was extremely uncomfortable. The medicine, which makes you nauseous, coupled with my restless legs, made for a difficult night. So it was a big struggle for a good couple of hours. However, the night after the treatment I had no restless-legs symptoms. This was amazing as I have never managed to control the symptoms without taking the medication over the last 20 years. I have tried alternatives like CBD instead of the chemicals but nothing else worked. Since being on the retreat, there have been more nights where I have not needed to take the meds. So it almost seems that the repair work is still in progress. As for the team: You could not ask for better treatment or for the feeling of security they provided. All the basics were covered by Anita… A paramedic was on site throughout the night; our bodies were prepared should we experience serious vomiting. The ECG machine was on hand if required. Everyone was extremely caring and nurturing throughout the week. Apart from the treatment night, the rest of the retreat program was splendid. The food was delicious. Sylvia was always ready and eager to whip up something for us to enjoy. We partook in activities such as a sweat lodge and sound therapy… Amazing experiences. I loved how Anita incorporated the amazing local talented community to facilitate the retreat activities, even down to Faizel’s amazing shuttle services. I am deeply grateful to have had the opportunity to receive the blessing of not only the treatment but to have been able to learn from and share with such an amazing group of people. Thank you!
Michael, Childhood Trauma Release
My Iboga retreat was a deeply transformative experience and an extraordinary success. Anita, the organizer, created a space rich with supporting practices, including Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Guided Meditation, Yoga, Sound Journeys, Massage, Journaling, and focused reflection. Each expert she gathered brought profound insight and compassionate care, providing a comforting counterbalance to the potent energy and profound work facilitated by the plant medicine. Iboga is unlike anything I have ever encountered. It allows you to access and re-examine every memory from your life, revisiting old wounds, guilt, and even unconscious behaviours. It offers the unique opportunity to gain new perspective on past experiences, confront childhood traumas, and—in what was especially impactful for me—to come face-to-face with the effects my actions have had on the people I love. I experienced their pain, shame, sorrow, and suffering. It was difficult—intensely so. Confronting my actions in such a raw, visceral way left me no choice but to cry out in apology and seek forgiveness. And then, something miraculous happened. I felt forgiven, freed from the weight of these experiences. An immense sense of relief washed over me, as though a spiritual cleansing had taken place, leaving me purged of fear, guilt, and shame. This was an experience both universally resonant and intensely personal. I was able to view my life in astonishing clarity, almost as if watching my memories displayed on a screen before me, one after another. It was as if I could “choose” each memory and delve deeply into it, experiencing every emotion and perspective involved. This perspective allowed me to feel the hurt I may have caused others, understand the motivations of those who hurt me, and ultimately extend empathy and compassion for everyone involved. The memory recall was remarkable—not just my own memories and emotions, but the full tapestry of experiences shared with others. Once I faced the reality of these experiences, I was able to let them go in a way that is hard to fully describe. I released not only the memories themselves but also the energy, pain, and fear associated with them. It was a feeling of total release—completely gone, as if there was no longer a single thread to pull it back together after the journey ended. I feel like a new chapter has begun. My nightmare is over, and I am free—truly free—to choose a new path. I choose love, peace, and integrity. I am eager to reconnect with my family and friends as my true self. I love them deeply and am profoundly grateful for their love, care, support, nurturing, and above all, their patience and belief that I would find my way. I know my journey must have caused them pain and worry, and I am so sorry for that. I asked that this weight be lifted from them as well, and I received assurance that it would be—but only they will feel the difference as it leaves their spirits. Welcome, love. Welcome, new day. Welcome, joy, family, peace, abundance, laughter, community, and integrity.
Karla, Major Depression
11 years ago my life changed into a severely intense world indescribable to others even to myself sometimes. The only consistent element has been my overpowering sadness, fatigue, and irritability. The only clear voice I ever heard was my own suicidal voice. I’ve been diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder and thereafter Bipolar Mood Disorder, no Psychiatrist has been able to actually help me, my 3 suicide attempts bear witness to this. My medication changed about every month as nothing would work. I am a mother to a beautiful 2-year-old girl, but not even her presence has had any impact on my extreme lows. In June 2020 I lost all hope and decided that I will no longer continue with any meds as I would die soon one way or the other. This choice was an extremely dangerous one with the risk of death, but I just could not fight anymore. My sister who has been on her own ibogaine journey told me about the life-changing benefits this medicinal plant holds and even though I was hesitant at the idea at first, I finally agreed to at least fight this demon one last time. I eventually booked my treatment in December 2020 and started counseling with Anders Beaty. WOW what can you say what he says hurts but it’s the truth. He helped me to overcome huge issues before my treatment. December 2020 came, and I went for my treatment – Anita & Marouf were amazing and also assisting with the anxiety and fear before treatment – as you do not know what to expect. My journey wasn’t pleasant however the aftereffects were noticeable. Overall, my mood is positive, and I feel motivated. I am no longer running I’m fighting my demons and I’m proud of myself. I AM A PERFECT IMPERFECTION, and I will not have it any other way. I would like to thank Anders, Anita, and Marouf for everything they have done for me and for their patience. I would like to give the BIGGEST thank you to IBOGAINE it has changed my life and I’ll be forever grateful.
Anne, grief
I sought Ibogaine out of a deep desperation for change—any small reprieve from the relentless grief, episodic depression, and growing hopelessness I was experiencing. What I initially sought was a temporary escape, but what I received from Anita, her team, and the Ibogaine journey was something far greater: an unexpected, humbling, and life-changing gift of transformation and self-awakening. The results I’m observing are profound and tangible—marked by effortless, subtle shifts in my attitudes and habits. My ego and unhealthy tendencies have softened. I feel genuinely happier and more hopeful about life. My empathy, both for myself and others, has deepened. I listen more intently, react less, and approach life with greater calmness and kindness. Self-care has become more consistent, and I’ve even started meditating—and enjoying it! I find myself laughing more and experiencing a profound sense of gratitude, as though my heart has been cracked wide open. For the first time in what feels like ages, I feel connected to my authentic self. These changes amaze me, and I’m incredibly grateful for this remarkable journey.
Mike, Spiritual
The big thing that I love the most after my Ibogaine Journey is the drive that I have. It’s almost like having an unfair advantage. Obstacles and challenges or things that I want to get done and accomplish goals just seem to be possible for me, and there is nothing I can set for myself that is too big that I can’t achieve.
Dave, Depression and Anxiety
My depression started at the young age of 15 years old with feelings of isolation and disconnectedness, I struggled to make friends and always had to pretend to be happy to attract people into my life. After many years of these sensations, I got married and things got a lot better after I moved to South Africa from the U.A.E. In 2017 my wife died of cancer and my depression came back with full force, I was volunteering to get by without anyone knowing about how I felt and kept it all secret, my symptoms were of suppressed anger towards the world and a feeling of unshakable loneliness. I was working myself silly physically and then once I was alone, I started having severe anxiety that made me believe I was going to die physical symptoms of shoulder pain and tingling in both my hands, sleep was scares, and thoughts of suicide were always present. In March 2019 I started my journey with Iboga with a full flood dose facilitated by Anita. My journey took me to the beginning of my life at birth and walked me through all the trauma that I went through as an abused child by my dad and all the people in my life that I met that caused harm to me. I was not feeling upset during this journey into the memories, I felt more like Iboga was showing me a different look at all these situations and dealing with these traumas one by one. Recovering from the journey took long for me, 5 days in total. The day after my journey was filled with purging that helped me get all the anger and resentment I had towards the world, then I spent 3 days after that in bed recovering as my journey was extremely hard on my body and soul, to let go of years of physical & verbal abuse, anger, and trauma. On the 5th day after my treatment, I started having the feeling of lightness and happiness, for the first time in my life I felt like I didn’t have to carry my past on my shoulders and felt this overwhelming sensation of how great life is. Everything in my life changed after that. Iboga made me realise my self-worth and value, which is something I always struggled with since childhood, it made realise my power and gave me a powerful drive for life. It has been almost two years since then and my life progressed so much, the way I think of myself is still amazing. I am grateful for Anita for her support during my journey and all that she did for me, the way she looked after me was half the healing that I went through. Iboga gave me my power back as a proud human being and I am grateful for it.
ADDICTION & ALCOHOL : Testimonials
Tom, painkillers
Iboga, as I had heard many opinions ranging from “fantastic” to “a terrifying trip”, but like all journeys, you buy the ticket, you take the ride. I really needed to break a cycle of opiate addiction after crashing my motorcycle. Plus the Bwiti faith believe Iboga puts you in contact with your ancestors. Having recently lost my mother, I was keen to hear from her. After medical tests to be sure I wouldn’t have a heart attack, the day arrived, and I left for the wilderness of the western cape to spend several days on a cerebral journey. Sharing exactly what I saw would break the magic, however, it was scary, it was beautiful, like life, most of all it was educational, Iboga opened a new door of perception. Three months later and absolutely no desire to use painkillers despite the pain still being there, that will pass. I met my mum, and she approved. Some may say Iboga is a hallucinogen, you just imagine what you want. To them I’d say YES, “ je pense donc je suis “. Never give up Anita!
Mish, drug addiction
My testimony, 6 months after my Ibogaine experience. As the days are moving forward, my pathway is making sense. Everything I ever dreamed of before the retreat, has come true. I have just continued in the light, towards becoming a better version of myself that is more connected to the universe and its powers. You will only pave the way for yourself, once you clean everything from the inside out. Being on this path, has beautiful discoveries, and makes me feel like a wanderer in my own world. I hope that you find your path too. Thanks, Anita
Rochelle, addiction
Thank you, so much dear Anita, for offering such a life-changing retreat. Words are not enough to explain my experience. You have created a safe space for my journey with wisdom, knowledge, love and kindness. I am very grateful for the sacred medicine Iboga and for you Anita, that you made this precious retreat possible.
Gabriel, addiction
Attending your retreat, was truly one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Although I was initially hesitant, since it wasn’t my first Ibogaine journey, this experience was unparalleled. I want to thank the entire team for the incredible support, patience, guidance, and genuine care you offered throughout my time there. The Cosmic Sound Journey and the phenomenal food—truly amazing!—were definite highlights. In just one week, my life transformed. From the moment I arrived, I felt embraced with love and acceptance. If you’re reading this and struggling with addiction, know that you’re in the right place. Be brave—you won’t regret it.
Christopher, addiction
I was introduced to Anita just a few weeks before my Journey, and such was my desperation to move on from my life troubles of so many years, I grabbed the moment and opportunity. From the first call, Anita made me feel at ease and safe. The attention and demands of Anita to ensure I was strong enough to participate in the fast-approach retreat were a big part of this. The journey itself was extraordinary, in every way. The warm, caring, and kind approach of Anita and her team, at every moment, the attention to detail across every minute of my 5-day journey, and most importantly the absolute focus on my safety throughout, was absolute and unwavering. Within days of completing my journey and the retreat, I awoke to a new life, one I am so relieved excited, and happy to be living many months on. Thank you, Anita, Marius, and Sylvia
Serisha, addiction
I’m doing well actually, since the Ibogaine retreat 10 months ago I have had absolutely no drug cravings or any thoughts about using, it honestly feels like my addiction is cured. I feel like I did before I ever took that first drug. Where there is a lot of stuff, I’m still dealing with it is so relieving that drugs are not one of those things. Thank you to Ibogaine, for all the support and assistance you’ve given me with my recovery, the Ibogaine retreat has really made a huge difference in my life.
Hein, alcohol
The Universe brought this frustrated Alcoholic and Atheist into the warm and welcoming embrace of caring souls. I had to reach down deep and go places that I had spent my entire life avoiding. The “Iboga Journey” was the most cleansing and spiritually profound experience I have ever had. My life was saved on that rainy Monday evening. Feeling whole and complete for the first time in my life, I can see my addiction for what it is. The Heroes’ journey is mine and I savour every moment of it. Thank you, Great Spirit. Thank you, Anita and Marouf, for your incredible strength and passionate purpose. Thank you, Iboga, for opening my eyes to my soul’s purpose….
Khris, heroin
Life is not easy and I think we all know that. I have been struggling with heroin addiction that stemmed from a lot of trauma that occurred in my life from a very young age. Today, I am able to be back at work, I am able to function, I am able to live again, as I should be and transition into the next chapter of my life with a clearer mind and lighter heart. I will be forever grateful to Marouf & Anita (and of course Ibogaine) for helping me & being so accommodating. I recommend anybody who is struggling with addiction, depression, anxiety etc. to not feel alone and think that there is no way out. Reach out to these amazing people & the gift of life that they can present you with.
KP, heroin
A testimony of the power of Iboga to heal the wounds of the past and Heroin Addiction Life is not easy, and I think we all know that. I have been struggling with a Heroin addiction that stemmed from a lot of traumas that occurred in my life from a very young age. I fell into a long stretch of active addiction and tried many times to get out of it, through different rehabs, moving to different parts of the country etc. One thing I learnt is, no matter where you try run to get away from a life of active addiction, you always take you with you… and that’s the problem. Sure, it’s about changing people, places and things- yet, at the end of the day you always taking yourself with yourself wherever you decide to go. Until you reach into yourself and find the cause of all your pain and irrational decisions, you will always be stuck in a revolving door. I was clean for a good period after coming out of a heavy stretch of active addiction through an Ibogaine treatment- it did absolute wonders for me and pushed me into facing ME. It was a very difficult journey yes, but afterwards, so liberating too. Apart from all the emotional and psychological issues, I found it amazing how it relieved me of all the physical pain and mental cravings that I had for the drug. Ibogaine has been the only remedy to my issues, and I will always be grateful to the plant medicine and the people that assisted me on my journey. Since then, I recently had another trauma to face, and an unexpected one. My eldest brother ended up committing suicide a few months ago. I am a person who struggles to talk about what I’m going through and dealing with my emotions, is not my strongest point. I stupidly fell back to using Heroin to numb the pain and reality of the situation, and soon knew exactly where this would be going. I turned to Anita and Marouf for assistance as I knew in my heart, these are the people that would help me and be at my side while I learn to deal with this reality. I did a short Ibogaine treatment with them where I honestly and truly felt their warmth, compassion, presence, and heart in guiding me through my journey. It was once again, very difficult and took me some time to land, but really, as I said before, so liberating and such a relief! I was able to accept and get to a point where I could grieve the loss of my brother etc. Today, I can be back at work, I am able to function, I am able to live again, as I should be and transition into the next chapter of my life with a clearer mind and lighter heart. I will be forever grateful to Marouf and Anita, (and of course the plant medicine), for helping me and being so accommodating. I recommend anybody who is struggling with addiction, depression, anxiety etc. to not feel alone and think that there is no way out, reach out to these amazing people and the gift of life that they can present you with. Nobody should suffer and feel alone and hopeless when there is an option to relieve all that and live again free of all the negativity and pain. Ibogaine is a gift from the Gods, and there are only a few chosen people who can use the medicine and guide you through your journey effectively. I found that Marouf and Anita are most definitely those chosen few who know what they are doing and who will indeed provide you with a real personal interest in helping you find yourself etc. Thank You Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat in helping me and giving me back my life. I will be forever grateful!
Jacob, alcohol
For over a decade, I’ve had a constant battle with alcohol and have been struggling with numerous issues relating to alcohol abuse. It took over my lifestyle and caused havoc both in my personal as well as professional life. Finally last year (2019) in August, a good friend of mine recommended trying plant medicines, specifically Ibogaine. He had suggested a few selective options of which Exclusive Ibogaine SA came highly recommended. It was then I first contacted the very kind-hearted and loving Anita. I was guided along the pre-treatment process which included pre-counselling rather calmly. It might sound cliché but from where I look at life currently, EISA truly granted me a second lease on life. It has been
Abu, addiction
I was a patient at Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat SA in South Africa. I choose to remain anonymous because I come from a respected and religious family. I am a 27-year-old from Mauritius, and my journey would not have been possible without the unwavering support of my parents, sister, and especially my fiancée, who stood by me throughout my struggles. My battle with addiction began when I was just 16 years old. I became dependent on Pregabalin, and by the time I was 18, I realized the extent to which this addiction was destroying my life. I desperately wanted to break free but found it impossible on my own. It had become a deeply ingrained habit. Seeking an alternative, I turned to Methadone, hoping it would help. However, Methadone proved to be even more addictive, and I relied on it for eight years just to maintain a semblance of normalcy. This dependency had a profound impact on my life. My personal relationships were strained, with constant arguments at home and my relationship with my fiancée nearing a breaking point. My health suffered, making it difficult for me to perform at work. Life became unbearable. Finally, I decided to open up to my family about my struggles. They rallied around me and resolved to help me. It was then that my uncle told me about a treatment called Ibogaine. Intrigued, I researched it online and discovered Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat SA. I reached out to Anita, who assured me that the treatment, based on a natural remedy, could help me. After weaning myself off Methadone and transitioning back to Pregabalin, I traveled to South Africa. My treatment was scheduled for a Monday, and I arrived on Sunday, where I was warmly welcomed by Anita and Marouf. They gave me 100mg of Ibogaine to ease my withdrawal symptoms before the main treatment began. From the start, Anita and Marouf were incredibly supportive. They spent hours talking to me, explaining the roots and benefits of Ibogaine, and ensuring I felt comfortable. Marouf even prepared a special bath to relieve my fatigue and body aches before the treatment began. The treatment started on Monday afternoon and continued until Tuesday morning. When I woke up, I felt like a completely new person—reborn, with a clear mind and renewed positivity. My energy levels were extraordinary, and for the first time in years, I felt truly alive. Over the following days, I engaged in activities like walking around the neighborhood, horseback riding, and even a spa session to relax my muscles and flush out toxins. I also had sessions with Ms. Desire, a highly skilled psychologist, who guided me in envisioning my new life. She encouraged me to create a vision board, which became a powerful tool for setting and achieving my goals. The Ibogaine treatment was life-changing. It not only freed me from addiction but also gave me the strength and clarity to pursue my dreams. I returned to Mauritius a happier and more peaceful person. However, initially, I felt fatigued. Anita recommended swimming to rejuvenate my body and improve blood circulation. Following her advice, I started swimming weekly, which significantly restored my energy. Even after my return, Anita and Marouf continued to check on me regularly, showing genuine care for my well-being. Their support extended far beyond the treatment itself, and they have become like family to me. I am so grateful for their guidance. Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat SA has truly transformed my life. Anita and Marouf are doing incredible work, and I highly recommend their services to anyone seeking help. Ibogaine gave me a second chance at life, and I will forever be grateful for their compassion, expertise, and dedication.
Microdosing Testimonials
Nthenya, alcohol
For more than a decade I have struggled with alcohol addiction and mental health issues, having been diagnosed with Bipolar II Disorder in 2013. September of this year was a turning point in my life, whereby I hit rock bottom and decided that I had to get clean. Every single aspect of my existence was in dire straits, and I knew I had to stop, or I would die in one way or another. Over the years I had been institutionalized in countless facilities, be it rehabilitation centres or psychiatric wards; neither brought me the healing that I so desperately needed. Still, I knew I couldn’t fight this battle without help. My family and I decided to try alternative treatment, eventually opting to try ibogaine therapy. After conducting extensive research and considering several providers, we happily chose to work with Exclusive Ibogaine Retreat in South Africa. They seemed best equipped and experienced in administering the medicine as well as walking with me before, during and after the experience. Furthermore, they ensure that their clients are physically healthy enough to withstand any possible side effects that may arise during treatment. My experience with EISA was everything (if not more) than I could have ever asked for. The treatment took place over 5days at their beautiful 100-year-old cottage in Pretoria. I felt very much at peace surrounded by the serene views and open spaces of the countryside. My hosts, the nurturing Anita and friendly Marouf catered to my every need and served up lovely fresh vegetarian meals sourced from their beautiful garden. On the night of the ibogaine journey, the medicine was dispensed to me in adequate hourly doses in the presence of a paramedic. I was able to undertake my spiritual journey in comfortable privacy while still being unintrusive surveyed by the team. In the days to follow, after having recuperated and now able to proceed with the rest of the program, I had the pleasure of meeting Paul Carlos, the sound journey, meditation, yoga and tai chi facilitator. The sound journey did wonders for me, as I was somehow able to eliminate the generalized anxiety that once plagued my every waking moment. Lastly, we had the sweat with the joyful facilitator Pete who made it easy for me to connect with my inner child as well as to have a deeper appreciation for life. All in all, my experience has had a profound and lasting effect on me, and I will forever be grateful for the team at EIR for helping me get my life back, and for all the genuine love and care that I received while at their retreat. I’m still reaping the benefits of the journey, now that I’m anxiety-free and sober for longer than I’d ever thought possible.
Jenni, Iboga Rootbark Microdosing
Life was feeling, all a bit too challenging, and I decided to try microdosing with Ibogaine Root Bark after hearing Anita and others speak about it. After a few weeks, I can say that I have really felt a positive benefit and would like to keep going with it. I found myself, feeling more laid back and relaxed about life and its challenges. My mind was quieter, more focused, serene, and surrendered, as though the constant mental chatter and anxiety melted away. Taking the dose as recommended on the label, the experience was not at all overwhelming and I didn’t feel any side effects, just a nice gentle softening.
Nicci, Psilocybin, Lion’s Mane & San Pedro Microdosing
I began my journey with psilocybin microdosing eight months ago. In April 2023, I took a full “hero dose,” and since then, I’ve continued to use microdosing intermittently. This experience has not only helped me stay grounded and resilient through daily challenges, but it has also given me the ability to discern between soul and ego. Knowing that my journey is still evolving, I’m planning another full-dose experience in early 2024. Over the past months, I’ve struggled with significant memory issues related to past traumas and the side effects of certain Western medications. However, after just a few months of using Lion’s Mane, my mind feels sharper, and my ability to recall memories and retain information has improved remarkably. Recently, I was also introduced to San Pedro, and I’ve been amazed at how this medicine enhances my focus. It doesn’t stimulate me in a hyperactive way; rather, it allows me to be fully present and productive. I’ve found myself effortlessly completing hours of work with a clear mind. What’s more, there are no side effects. I owe my heartfelt thanks to my friend Anita for guiding me and introducing me to these remarkable healing
Tatum, Iboga Rootbark Microdosing
I’m thrilled to share the remarkable impact the iboga plant has had on my life, especially in helping me cope mentally and physically with a rare disease. This plant has been nothing short of miraculous, helping me develop discipline, gain clarity on life’s essentials, and improve my overall well-being. Since beginning my journey with iboga, I’ve experienced significant changes: Increased focus and energy. Enhanced creativity. Reduced reliance on pharmaceutical medications. Greater initiative. These are just a few of the benefits I’ve felt. Working with this plant has unlocked new levels of mental clarity I never thought possible. Anita has been an incredible guide through this journey—her kindness, dedication, and willingness to go the extra mile have been invaluable. She offers unwavering strength and encouragement, making this journey of self-discovery and healing one that is deeply transformative. It’s an emotional experience, but one that leaves you forever grateful. Letting someone of Anita’s caliber guide you through it is truly a gift.
Corne, Iboga Rootbark Microdosing
I am amazed by the level of inner peace I experience when using Iboga Rootbark. The internal calmness and clear-headedness helps greatly when it comes to decision-making, and even adds a new dimension to my meditation practises! I am very glad I discovered this gem-of-a-plant, and would highly recommend it for its ability to create a state of super self-aware-, and super mindfulness.
Leonard, Psilocybin Microdosing
Thank you for my supply of ‘psilly’ mushrooms and it has been Great. My depression is a distant memory even though it’s been 2 months now. I am focused on having time for my family more than ever. I can relate to my kids. Better said I live & feel again even after all the meds Numbing. It is gr8 to have a community to express these things to. Thank you for spreading the word of these Natural forgotten Healers. It’s truly God send.
Pierre, Nootropic-multivitamin experience
Having been on psychiatric medications since the age of 16, hearing about the benefits of the nootropic-multivitamin sent me down a path that seemed to be a no-brainer. The very day I received a bottle of the capsules, I began the process of weaning off a strong dosage antidepressant as well as a high dose of (mood stabilizer) (54mg) and (mood stabilizer) (10-20mg): my daily prescribed medications. The usually terrible and uncomfortable adjustment off of these medications turned out to be the smoothest of transitions in terms of a rather long history of weaning onto, and off of, psychiatric medications. The Nootropic formulation seems to fit with me on an individual level in such a way that I would highly recommend that any person, whether on medications or not, with psychological/psychiatric difficulties or not, should be putting serious consideration into trying this supplement out for themselves. Having struggled with depression, anxiety, and other psychological disorders, it is most definitely a relief to have gone through the process of weaning off psychiatric medications with relative and surprising ease. Let’s face it, changing medications is a daunting thought especially when considering the risk of relapse into a very dark mental space. The Nootropic-multivitamin has changed my life in numerous ways already, and I do believe that this is just the beginning of a new, medication-free lifestyle. Being 25 years of age, I seem to have reignited a sense of lust for life. I have been able to re-incorporate a consistent exercise regimen into my daily life and am also noticing slow but certain improvements in sleeping patterns, appetite regulation and an improvement in my overall physical health and being. Mentally, the Nootropic seems to be influencing rationality of thought, an improved ability to communicate and socialise as well as a noticeable effect on what used to be a very real problem of sensory-overload and social anxiety. My studies have presented that another benefit of this supplement is an increased ability to focus, not rereading a sentence repeatedly. Don’t let the fear of what you have been through on psychological, emotional, mental and/or physiological levels stop you from finding what may be a solution for you as it has been for me. Have faith in the person you know you can be and rely on this ground-breaking supplement to guide you to become who or whatever that may be. We live in a world where the side-effects of medications are often overlooked in the spirit of ‘curing’ a given problem. Why not eliminate side effects? Why not try an alternative treatment plan? Why not rely on 3 capsules instead of handfuls of pharmaceutical drugs? You will probably be just as surprised as I was at the ease of this transition, the benefits noticeable and the genius behind simplifying life while simultaneously improving your experience of it.
Firhana, Iboga Microdosing
I am starting to see a world full of possibilities. It makes sense to me now why I had to go through the things that I did to live the life that I have. I feel as if I am slowly coming alive, as I am finally waking from a deep slumber. I owe so much gratitude to Iboga, It has helped me to find my courage with myself, what has always been there. It has awakened in me the will not just to exist but to thrive. To dare to dream what seemed impossible. I can feel the entire universe looking at me it has always been looking at me – I am only now looking at myself. I am the universe, and I am looking at myself. I am learning something about abundance too, about how it is not separate from me, it has always been within me, flowing abundance. As infinite as the being that I am. I have no end and no beginning. I am one with all, I am everything and I am also nothing.
John, Iboga Rootbark Microdosing
My name is John, and I am in my senior years. For the past three years, I have been microdosing Iboga, and I’ve noticed that it seems to expand my consciousness and foster creative thinking. It has also helped me rationalize the common negative projections we all encounter. I currently take one capsule every five days, which feels well-suited to me. I find I am more tolerant of others’ shortcomings as I become more aware of my own. Additionally, I have a strong interest in Jungian psychology, which has become more accessible to me while microdosing, particularly in understanding the shadow and anima aspects of the psyche.